or shall i say it more clearly:
you dislike her less than me.
and it shows. you say her name, and you get this look; you smile, reminiscent, happy, then you falter, worry, because she's not around.
and i'm just not good enough to fill the gap.
but if you'd let me try, just once, please.
i'd be the best damn rebound fuck you've ever met, or will ever meet.
i'll beg and crawl and cry, just let me get to you in some way.
i'd let this be conventional, but i know you'd never be with me.
why should you have to settle for less?
why shouldn't i?
you deserve the best- and you got me instead
i wanted the best- and he walked away
i wished for you- and this is what i got instead
he wished for her- and got what he wanted
they wished for each other- and still have it
but you, you've just dug yourself a cavern in the recesses of my mind, memories of you fill the space between dreams, leaving nothing for me to wonder anymore.
you love her.
and to the rest of the world:
I MISS YOU.
even if i don't show it.
♪♪ i wish you would listen
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