violent me

you're ex isn't over you.

i know exactly how she feels.

you treated her like absolute SHIT,

and she still likes you.

i'm scared.

she's obviously better than me,

and you did THAT to her.

and i don't know what to think.

i've made my share of mistakes, indeed.

so yeah, i deserve a little bit of hell in my life.

but i'm weak.

i can't take it.

but i still want you so much,

i want to forget these things i now know

i want to swim in sweet ignorant bliss,

i want to forgive you.

i want you to forgive yourself,

but still learn from your mistake.

i want to trust you so badly.

i want you so badly.

i need you.

shit, i'm crying already.

i had really hoped i might make it another hour.

sob yourself to sleep,

tear-stained pillowcase

she is so beautiful

how could you?

how could you hurt her like that?

would you ever do that to me too?

i'm so scared

i fell hard for mike, and i'm still not over him entirely

but you, you helped. before you even decided to choose me,

you had already helped me forget a very, very low time in my life

and now you're all mine but i still have doubts.

am i just another toy to you?

am i just a pretty little thing?

just a fuck friend?

arm candy?

WHAT AM I?

i am broken.

you've got all the pieces.

if you fuck it up,

i'm gone.

gone for good.

please stay.

i need you,

more than you or i even know.

god, i'm just so fucking scared.

how could i let myself do this?!

why did i let myself fall?

i told myself i'd never love like that,

but here we are

i want to give up

baby please.

try to understand,

how much i need this.

two weeks after i met you,

i almost killed myself.

because of you, in a very small way.

and you didn't even KNOW me then.

now you've got me where you want me and i'm hopeless

can't break free.

save me.

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One thousand miles away, there's nothing left to say
But so much left that I don't know
We never had a choice, this world is too much noise
It takes me under, it takes me under once again

I don't hate you
I don't hate you, no

So tell me now if this ain't love then how do we get out?
'Cause I don't know

That's when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save
That's when I told her I love you girl
But I'm not the answer for the questions that you still have, oh, oh

I don't hate you