And I'm not going to barge into your life enough and ask.
You'll tell me if you want.
and either way, i will be okay.
i will tell myself to be okay even if i'm not.
i will shut out the world and be O.K.
even if i'm really not.
and i hope i will get to see you soon. it's our one-month tomorrow. i will celebrate, most likely alone. with my own little self, a box of old photographs and tears for the memories, a bottle of vodka. i'll drink your glass for you, it's rude to leave a full glass untouched.
and i'll close my eyes and the world might stop for just a second if i hold my breath just right, but even if it doesn't, there will still be that light moment where i can almost feel you sitting next to me, and that will have been enough.
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