There are a few small things i'd like to tell you.

not really open for discusison.

just statements, really.

i suffer. from insecurity and depression and lying and wanting and basically just being very... human. i suffer and i know it and i cannot help it one bit. i'm sorry if i ever have or will inconvenience you.

sometimes i wonder why people like me at all. many times i wonder why i am the way i am and why i never seem to change. i often wonder if i wonder too much.

also, i am in love with you.

that's all.