unconditional

it has been far too long. i cannot apologize for being so sporadic, because quite honestly, no one reads this except me. and i also write it.

but i am loved. i have finally found someone who loves me for me and anything i wish to be. and the worst part is that now that i have this, i am not sure i can reciprocate the feeling.

and i wish to see colors no one has ever seen before. i daydream about at least 3 implausible things before i leave my house each morning.

i wish to see the colors that surround your heart and color your vision so you see me the way you do. because the way i see it, i see my self differently than you do.