do you wanna

and within this little existence, lies dormant the drama instilled in us all. and for me, it's just barely beginning to surface. oh, those of male persuasion, why must you befuddle me so?

Although, a certain someone seems to be a lovely candidate. and hey- you're even better than what they said you'd be. and oh, why oh why must i be so inclined to fall for you?

do you wanna help me cheat on my boyfriend? i wouldn't mind.

i promise, i won't tell a soul.

and you, you've lips like snow and butterflies. i want to taste them.

but i love him. but i love him like a brother and i love him like flowers love the sun. but i do not want him the way i want you. and i cant help but think, how much will it hurt him when i call it off? far to much. far too much.

i'll break up with him.

delete his number from my phone.

unfriend him on facebook.

move to college.

and never have to run into him again.

because the one you love and the one who loves you, are never ever the same person.