i have to stop myself from typing "i love you" at the end of a message.
i have to stop thinking about you every minute of every day.
i have to keep smiling, and tricking myself into thinking other guys are better.
i have to gather up the courage to talk to the cute guy at the gas station, because maybe he can take my mind off of you.
i have to break it off with him.
forever.
for always.
but i'm afraid that missing you will hurt worse than waiting for you.
waiting for forever is a long time though.
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