Let Go

just when i thought things were getting better,
you turn up again.

i've decided, that at least for now, this is going to be a letter to you.
a giant, big fat letter to you.

so i saw you today,
and yeah my heart started pounding,
and yeah i might have held my breath,
but i never had to utter your name in disbelief.
i just got up and walked away.

and you know what?
i don't think anyone else could have cared less.
you don't mean that much to the world.
to me, you still might be the world,
but that doesn't mean jack shit to you anyway.

also, i think it is okay to fall for student teachers? he can't possibly be any more than 4 years older than me, so it's not too bad.

Or that other guy. You know, the tall, built blonde football player.
I think everyone swoons at him.
I can't help it.
he's so tall and sexy,
and my oh my, is that a man and not a boy. wow.

I hope Jake goes to prom. I really think he should.
and Cole will be there :)
at first i was sad to hear that he had another date.
but i suppose there's no basis to that jealousy so i just let it go.

just like  everything else.