i really am the worst person i know, aren't i?
i'm too scared of responsibility to even hold a job.
i'm too scared of my parents to let them near me.
i'm too scared of outside chances to tell the truth.
i'm just a big fucking coward.
no wonder he left me.
but it doesn't make it hurt any less.
and everything i've ever dreamed of, will have to stay in my dreams.
the real world is too difficult to handle.
and i just want to give up.
it's not that hard to drive into the opposite lane on the highway.
it's not that hard to swallow all the pills.
it's not that hard to pull the trigger.
and go into the dark, one last time.
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