i completely and utterly fell for ed. he seemed like perfection in my eyes. and i was told that he felt similarly. however, he barely even talks to me anymore, so that might have also been a lie.
and he told me he'd love to go places with me.
liar.
my best friend and her long-time boyfriend broke up. if they couldn't make it work, i have little faith that anyone else can.
i've been told to sell half of my life away, and i feel like giving up on all of my dreams.
i can't imagine going on. i was fully prepared to give up everything for him. i was completely head over heels, and i still get butterflies whenever i see him near me, whether i want to or not.
how can you help who you fall for? i don't think you can choose.
i feel like dying. so badly.
my whole body hurts with stress. you've got me all tied up in knots, and you don't even care.
nothing feels genuine around you right now. it did, but now nothing is the same.
fuck it. nothing will ever be the same again.
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