i've gotten my first major commission, it's a painting and i love it and love the fact that i'm getting paid even more.
i've been rejected by a longtime friend, but friends we shall remain. i can make that happen, it will be fine. but that doesn't mean it hurts any less.
i can't imagine life without this one friend of mine, it just doesn't compute. but it's so unfortunately true, that i think he doesn't know. because let's face it, they never do.
and i've got such the mixed emotions about this one guy. he's funny, he's got personality, he's confident, he's into music, he's got the best friends, he knows how to make me smile, and he just has this way of making everything seem far less prevalent. he's also a bit overenthusiastic at times, and a tad clingy, and his smile could be straighter.
but when you've got your grasp on a good thing, you should never let it go.
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parachute.
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