What I Wish To Say

You can tell me whatever you want,

When I'm done.

I just have to say what's on my mind.

I'm not happy about what happened,

And I don't want to regret it either.

I hope that we can still make something out of this,

It's not everyday we find what we're looking for.

Now to be honest,

I feel like some one-week rebound.

I feel like I could do better elsewhere.

I feel like I'm not that special.

Don't try to tell me otherwise.

I just won't listen.

And for God's sake,

I don't want you to change for me,

And I'm sure as hell not going to change for you.

I'm done with that shit.

So I want to just walk away,

Be done with here-and-now.

But I don't want to hurt you.

I don't want you to have to handle my pain.

I'm not one to just hand out second chances either,

So consider yourself lucky,

'Cause yours starts now.

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it's been a while, my friend. glad to have returned, another try will most likely work better.